feel fucked up. not good. bad. angry.depr. lonely. mixed up.
but dont even try to save this one. its game over.


Don't say that you careI felt so down that day ready to end this path but I screamed, and you noticed Took my hand, to hold me backDon't say that you care
Next time, laughing No thoughts about my fears I saw you went right past me like a cloud in your blue blue sky
Now, a few months later it feels like I was never there with you In your mind I don't excist only, when I'm jumping off the cliff
There are always things to grieve but I learned this lesson well Don't say that you care when you act like you don't.


Self-Induced SezuiresI feel my heart press on my lips Who knew that words could feel so heavy And tears could feel so lightSelf-Induced Sezuires
I dont even want to breathe Sit here numb pretending words dont exist Because if I dont say it, think it Than it may not be true
The lies I tell myself keep stabbing my ribs But I will not cry out, let truth escape my pale blue lips
No. I will sit and silently stare I will twirl my fingers, blink my eyes Find patterns in my beaten hands Break plastic straws and play with food
I stand there and play with my hands until I
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JN: ~25.09.89 - 14.01.09~ Forever in my heart
Member of =RawEm0tion ~Acid-Burst-Love-Fed
Avatar by ~marchetooo
<3
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~Tales from the Dark Side~
Focus on the pain,,
it's the only thing that's real<3
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything..
<3You lie until they've run out of questions
..
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When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
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~Tales from the Dark Side~
Focus on the pain,,
it's the only thing that's real<3
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything..
<3You lie until they've run out of questions
..
--
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
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wasting the poison.
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~Tales from the Dark Side~
Focus on the pain,,
it's the only thing that's real<3
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything..
<3You lie until they've run out of questions
..
Grts Rona.
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Klik
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~Tales from the Dark Side~
Focus on the pain,,
it's the only thing that's real<3
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything..
<3You lie until they've run out of questions
..
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